An extension of "Heirloom & Object" Both projects being created in tandem. "I Can't Help But To Grieve Out Loud" is a site-specific weaving of self expression that aims to capture complex grief as one navigates a pandemic through writing, photography and time based media, with a disability ethos. This is nearing the end of a Residency Italy, I found bones, made place for prayer, thanks and ritual before I traveled home.